That One Mistake

It was bound to happen..
 Does anyone ever get that gut feeling like today just isn't your day. Well today was one of mine.. I guess the world was sending me a message. Karma's a bitch, and now im sitting here writing this, wondering if the world will ever stopping ruining my life.. and crying. That one mistake took away my two best friends. It was not the worlds fault. It was mine, i cant blame anyone but myself. But what really gets me is, i make one mistake and everyone I know judges me on it. It just goes around like air. Everyone makes mistakes, and i should not have stretched the truth but honestly, i was just trying to protect my best friend.. and everyone makes it sound like I killed someone. Yes, i should learn my lesson. But not to the point where im crying and basically have no friends. It is the last 2 days of summer. Which in fact I will be spending alone. Because the one mistake I made caused a big game of telephone. I am 16 years old. I make mistakes, so does the rest of the world. You have known me for almost my whole life and yet.. im no longer allowed to be in your company. I do not want to start a war, or cause the earth to split. I should not be having 2 panic attacks each day. I was already slowly falling apart an this is not making it better.

    What I did should not be forgot, but also should not be overdone. I did not break the law. I made a mistake and I bet everyone here has. I know that I might not sound apologetic or even like I care. But I do.. and I hope that deep down everything Ive down.. you can grow to forgive.

 Just realize that everyday..someone can do one little thing that could offend, hurt, or damage someone in a big or little way. And you don't even realize it. You learn from your mistakes.. But once they have happened there is nothing you can do. Like I said Karma's a bitch.

Be not ashamed of mistakes and thus make them crimes.
-Confucius