Sometimes the cards you given in life are not always the ones that will help you win the game. Does that mean you should give up and forfeit. Should that mean that you will lose. No. I had to learn that the hard way. I had to play the game 1000 times before I could even get an Ace. Getting an Ace does not mean you have won. It means you have taken a step forward. My family are the kind of people who get easily stressed about things and give up quit easily. Yet, here I am saying to never do what I have done in the past. I am only a teen , but as a teenager I have learned what my parents learned at age 30. Due to the fact, our generation experience more than one should at our age. I do not know the whole play book. But I am learning chapter 1. That stands for something.
For the past 16 1/2 years I have gone through life, scared about what I was going to lose. Not caring about myself, only others around me. That is not a bad thing. Yet it is not a good thing either. I have discovered that there is no proper balance between the two things. People always get upset if you choose yourself over them, or get mad because your not doing what you want to do. There is no easy street, no easier way. Part of growing up, is figuring out yourself and the people around you. I still have not found out who I am or who I want to be. I see people all around me, leaving for college and their careers. They have the ace to their deck. Maybe more than one. They know where they want to go. I have one Ace, I know what I am good at. Yet parents are still putting so much pressure on all of us, I sometimes forget what I am even working for. This whole blog is a jumbled mess of comparisons. But the fact is, do not let other people effect your life and your decisions. FIGURE OUT YOU, before you go stressing about why your best friend is mad, that will fall into place. You are an important person and your decisions in life will take effect on everyone around you. Remember that before trying to pull a bluff.
