What Is Right an Wrong

          Nobody is perfect... so why do people act like it. I have worked so hard to become confident and secure with myself. But, I make a mistake and the whole word is sitting with there popcorn ready to judge. You do not scare. I will not let you. I know who I am. I may not like what I look like or how I feel about myself inside. But, I know what I want my future to be. Yet there is always a wall once I break one down. Can someone please tell me why? All my life I have been waiting to be able to stand on my own and not be scared to take a step toward that cliff. Now I am.. I am scared to jump off.. I am scared of what people will think of me.. Some people think that is pathetic. While some think it makes me strong. Which one is it. I don't know. 

  There is a fine line between being upset and treating someone like shit.. That is how I am being treated now. I do not think I can do it.. Having people yell at you.. No one deserves that.. at least I realized that. 

"Blackbird"

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to be free.

Blackbird fly Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.

Blackbird fly Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
You were only waiting for this moment to arise.

- The Beatles